work=busy
work=busy until the end of march
current me rolling my eyes at me a couple of weeks ago of being afraid of not having things to do at work.
also. doing such.cool.things at work. though. busy. crazy busy.
my kids are great. they are loving christmas season. i love having kids with christmas season. the gingerbread house decorating. the cookie making. the santa talking about.
hello neglected blog.
first things first. i read this and now i am a much different runner. I think that is mostly that before I was rolling through my foot and would sometimes catch my toe, so I was afraid to go too fast. but now i focus on running through my forefoot and now i got so fast. i took 5% my time/mile. but also, i have a lot more energy through out my run. I am SO HAPPY.
work is crazy. i have way too much responsibility and way too little guidance. however, it is a stretch, but a good stretch. it has been trying to have so little guidance, but, as just commented to ben, i will be so much happier in this job in a year than i would be in a very prescribed job. i actually love my job though it realllllly stretches me. but i am a rock star.
my dog is awesome.
halloween was fun.
my kids are cute.
FRIED CHICKEN.
i think that one of the best and worst things of my job is the same thing – i frequently feel like i am making it up as I go along. It is a huge shift to simply believe in my instinct. And, mostly it has been good. I’ve been quite successful at work. And great feedback.
but, as a human, i seem to focus on my missteps. though, thank goodness, they’ve been very low impact/easily correctable. And mostly due to the fact with the fact that my division (company) are more than problem solvers, we are puzzle solvers. My clients hire us not just to do something, but to figure out HOW to do something, and then do it. They aren’t sure what they want, so it is a process of trail and error. It is getting easier, but it was very hard at first to deal with back and forth.
Anyways, even days when i wish i didn’t feel like i was making it all up, i would rather feel like this then feel bored.
anyway anyways let me also say kent and carter came over and reminded me that life is great – great friends, great family, great (as it could be) job.
